Ah... i'm so shagged. Just got home after trainin. We gotta new coach this time, and now, trainin is even tougher than b4, we have to run 4 rounds as warm up then further stretchin then intense footwork trainin... Ow, i can almost feel the familiar ache of my muscles. The worst thing is that trainin is on tuesday and friday, i have PE on both days, i end at 12.10 on friday and badminton trainin starts at 5... This sux...
I feel lost. Suddenly. Like i've lost my path in life. I don't know what to look forward to. I don't know what to strive for. Suddenly, this profound loss left me paralzyed. I dunno why, but I would have these 'blank-out' instances sometimes, where I am at a complete loss, like my memory has been erased or something. Sigh, maybe its stress at school, maybe is stress everywhere, maybe its everything going wrongly at the wrong time.
Like a lost soul, adrift, adrift, adrift....
9 years ago
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