A bad day.

It's a bad day. Even for a book out day.
Yeah, all thanks to my dad who screwed my com.
And spent the week tryin to hide it from me.
Gosh. That's abhorrent behaviour.
The worst thing is to use my book out day to fix coms.
It's bloody irritating coz i do only trial n error.
I'm no expert.
Thanks for ruining my perfect weekend.
I'll prolly have to reformat it.
Because im working cursorless now.
So much so that i look like some frantic typewriter on the loose.
Not to mention the mental tribulations wiring up the net can give me.
Hellish. Utterly vile.
All my intricate plans are wasted.
All that anticipation to get home are wasted.
Thanks so much.

Don't blame me.
It's the next 'best' thing other than goin out.
Argh. One too many times of this crap is driving me nuts.

While in camp, at Changi Naval Training Base CNTB.
Was feelin rather... forlorn...
Gazing into the sea of infinity.
Life ain't at it's best.
But i try to make do.
Everyone has their own problems.
Regardless of wealth or standing.
Envy is probably a senseless thing.
A human touch no doubt.
In every person, there is a dark corner we never see.
Known only in the corner's of our hearts.

I clamour for my book outs.
As all servicemen do.
There's so much i want to do.
But as sergeants say, 'Why? Shag, cannot think izzit?'
Come to think of it...
I juz flop and forget the moment i reach home.
Only to regret my decisions.
Waste my precious time.
I try to search for a purpose.
Something meaningful. Worthwhile.
Like go date-hunting for SSC night.
(I'd be crushed if no one offers their hand)

Crash! Comes the waves upon the sea walls.
Winds embrace my spirit with their uplifting caress.
Night grants me a peace, solace and still i can hardly find within.
Many times i wish for the impossible.
To frolick in the elusive oceans.
To soar high above the winds.
To explore the dream realm like an astral explorer.
The silent mysticism grants a momentary sanctuary from the world.
A world where order is imposed upon the natural ebb and flow of life.
Nature is free and unfettered.
Perhaps the world should take freedom with a pinch of salt.
Not to mention a leaf from Nature's tomes.