A new path

A new path descends upon me.
060606 on this demonically accursed day.
Indeed, it rained.
POP was an experience i might say.
Ironically, i faced the day with a conflicted heart.
When all the time i've tried to get this over and done with.
Damn, i miss people.

As always, conflict arises within me.
Paths to choose and take.
Risks to weigh and handle.
Feelings to grapple with and suppress sometimes.
A mental tug-of-war within my mind.

All i yearn is to sit in peace.
Lay on the sand by the beach.
Beneath the gentle moon and starlight.
Sitting with a close friend shoulder to shoulder.
Chatting about anything. Everything.
Without a care in the world.

Many a thousand 'if-onlys'.
Then the world would be perfect.