How much hurt can I take?

I don't want to whine to you.
This is just how I really feel.
For you.
I never knew it hurt so much to give your heart to someone.
But seeing you breaks me.
Part of me goes to 7th heaven with you.
Part of me languishes in pain.

Why does this guilt eat away at me?
For I No- please. No.
I freeze when you talk to me.

Why.

Like ice, I fall and shatter.

Because it hurts so much to be called thus such.