When we are so far apart.

My thoughts inevitably stray towards you.
As always without fail, you capture me.
I wonder, as always, when your mind is blank.
Does it ever stray towards me?
Even if it doesn't, do you, like i
Often conjure up silly things we might have done?
I wonder at the times when life gets you down.
Would you look towards me for the hand to lift you up?
Because I have always looked to you as a beacon.
Have you like I, felt alone with all the cold quilts?
Devoid of any warmth.
It's just the thought of not wanting to wake up to his cold reality.
Alone.

Am I a dalliance, merely?
Would you ever feel the depths of my feelings.
I wonder, when I have nothing but you in my mind.
Would I ever have even a little corner in your vast universe.